There is an astounding silence inside, as loud as the roaring wind outside. The gap between them, screamed of two logs adrift at sea.
Here, at the winter of their love, gone is the fresh lingering smell of spring, the cool, misty spray of monsoons; the warmth of summer. Those times when they snuggled, tugged at each other…their feet, hands, lips, eyes…a distant memory, as if of another life.
They face each other; that’s all they do now. Even the air around them is dynamic against the stillness they exude…vacuous! desolate! How they got here, they know. The main question is, why did they get here?
Do trees feel less pain when lightening strikes and splits their centre in two…or is it more painful when they are violently uprooted? Is one more physical and the other more emotional? Gutted!either ways…
She knew the moment she stopped…when she ceased counting! Being seen as an object, one who serves a role, purely functional, who is worthy because of what she does; not for who she is…realizing that…that’s the vicious uprooting that she endured.
That she will stop trying, connecting, dancing, communicating…he didn’t ever imagine! Tried as much as he did, his attempts to mend, vapourised.
Quietly, they prayed for a better tomorrow, yet their strife made apparent that that day was nowhere near. And yet, they stayed…
Here they were! Facing each other, the candlelight burning between them, glasses of wine, their warm steaks ready for the taking.
The waiter’s gentle “Enjoy your meal” bringing with it the consciousness of their surround, the laughter around them, slow gentle music played by the live band, the aroma of flowers and food interspersed.
He raised his glass. She followed.
In unison, they toasted “Happy Anniversary!”